I have a feeling that July will NOT be a good month for me. I don't know why but it will! I have a feeling that my friends don't like me anymore... I can't prove it but I can feel it in my heart. I thought that going to Alix JHS would change my life, my friends, and everything else. But I was wrong. I thought that I could make new friends and be the best friend to them. But, again, I was wrong. I feel left out. Maybe I don't deserve living in this world. I want to die but I don't want to waste my hopes and dreams in the future.
In July, there will NO longer be a "7CanonBlast". There's gonna be a new class. The 8th grade. I need to do something to impress my "friends". It's hard for me to change because I'm such a shy girl. I pray to Allah every day. Hoping that Allah could change me and make my friends see what they were missing these past few months. But that wish hasn't come true yet...
So, July... I don't know what to do next. But in my head, there's someone saying that I should be..patient. And I will... :)
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